I WISH NO WISH

I WISH NO WISH

I wish that I needed not to

Wish

I wish I could tell a better story than my neighbor

 I wish I could tell a joyous story than a woman after labor

 I wish I could go to bed sober

 And my nightmares would be over

 I wish I could skip the only time

Yes day time, it’s obvious

The only part of the day

I can afford sleep, but it flips

 And melt in front of me a yang yang style

Lucid dreaming

Day becomes night

 Night turns into day

 Just like that, black and white

 Why? you may ask

I can only afford a smile for a day, a frown another day

 So it is half a smile half a frown 
A step a day a mile  i have  taken

That is the drug I feed on  

 I wish it did   not make me blown

 And my echoes of pain did not come with the break of dawn

I wish my echoes of pain did

Represent many

Then you could hear what,

Then men,

 I wish this was my only struggle,

 But peace and love seems to be trapped too

 Under the rubbles

When men are defined by their labels

 Is it because of higher levels of ignorance?

Or is it because they are part of the high table sharing with the bosses while I feed on the crubs?

 As they dine and wine

I wish it was not my time to end, but before i try and argue with the wise

I bind   my wishes, place them in a bottle and hope they won’t sink down to the bottle

 For bipolar is my condition

 I wish I could speak sense, but am having another episode of a psycho attack 

I wish no wish

Life goes on in circles